Sunday 4 July 2010

Wish - "us"



 Somehow these days I am really scared about "us"... what if others find about us? Is it really okay? I tell to myself that I'm fine with it but in real I'm not alright and I guess it goes same for you. However, I will probably pretend that nothing is between "us" when they find about "us". I know I'm selfish for protecting myself in the future rather than "us". However, by doing that I think that "us" will be protected.

Sometimes, I think I don't know what I'm really doing with my life. I know that there is "us" but will that alone be able to support me?I want to pretend and suppose that it will be enough to support me...These feelings of uncertainty I cannot erase and I'm sure you have them too. These uncertainty cannot be answered no matter what we do.

So, in the end I guess we will have to just let the time pass by to see what we really want to do about "us". Even then "us" might not exist anymore However the time passed by "us" will always make us remember about "us". Then maybe I will be able to believe about "us".

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